I am reaching to dead end of tunnel
I wish to end everything with channel
Heart may experience blow of shrapnel
I think it is last verdict of the panel

It was so nice to be part of this world
Many a times I blew hot and very cold
I held on firmly and stood ground well
I hope the friends may have different story to tell

I faced so many ups and down
Some times with happy faces and sometimes frown
I have welcomed all and gone down
With all sweet memories in town

How do we term or assess the value/
Is it how we struggled and got our due?
Did I not pursue or had any short cut?
Life remained full of uncertainties with "ifs and "buts"

There were surprises with full of mixtures
It was totally unsecured with no fixtures
The path was to be carved out with hard struggle
Nothing was to be left out even to smuggle

I may have erred in taking precaution
Every move was with calculation and caution
Nothing was to be left out to anybody's mercy
It was nothing but little mean mentality and hypocrisy

Life is like Deep Ocean and has to be crossed
Heavy under current to be felt and observed
Not so easy or simple way can be of any use
Some times had to run for life and take refuge

When I look back I find it less interesting
Was it simply a ground for ability testing?
Was it not futile on my part to go for it?
Why did I not leave it fate and submit?

Life seemed tome wonderful and adventurous
One had to act simply honest and not notorious
It was at His discretion to grant you everything
Without His blessings you could have got nothing

I was swept and carried away by foolish thinking
Success made me blind and eyes were blinking
I never knew it may some times offer kicking
I still went on to my position with views sticking

I had no other options but to remain with present
All other ideas were not coming or were absent
I did what was at that time need of the hour
Time was always good and in my favor

No regrets whatsoever for so long stay
I remembered Almighty and never went away
I always sought His blessings and guidance
I may close my eyes with happiness in abundance