Here I am sitting in the couch trying to watch a TV show but it seems I really cannot find one.
All the shows are no good.
I do not have a book to read and music to hear.
I am frustrated because I am left alone in the house.
I am upset because my family is out there trying to get the time of their lives on a vacation in Hawaii and I am left alone here in our house with nothing to do! Blame my teachers for being so strict and for being so over acting.
Imagine they never granted my one week leave just because we have exams to cover? They keep on telling me it is because I never did well in all my exams in all my subjects.
Though I tried convincing them I could do my removal exams when I get back they are still not convinced.
They told me this is my sanction for not being able to do proper conduct in my classes.
I could not go to Hawaii because I had to do community service for I painted the school wall with all these bad words.
My sister told me that she saw a lot of mini chandeliers in the hotel were they are staying.
What is so amazing with these mini chandeliers is that they are made with shells.
She loves them and I am envious! I wish I could also see the mini chandeliers mad of sea shells.
She said they went to see the people who are making the mini chandeliers.
They are the natives, the older fraction of the population and the disabled ones.
This making of mini chandeliers from sea shells is their livelihood.
She also said in her email that she is enjoying the beach.
She got this beautiful tan right now.
She went surfing and really loved the waves of the Hawaiian sea.
When night comes she would be lying in her bed in a room illuminated by mini chandeliers.
These stories made me even more upset.
Gosh I wish I was with them.
Instead of wetting my feet with the salty sea and enjoy with my family I am here in our house with no mini chandeliers.
I am left alone because my teachers do not like to see me happy.
This is such an exaggeration I know but really I also feel upset.
Only if I had a better performance with my classes I would not be here left alone.
I know I was not a good student and now I am paying the price of my mishaps.
Well, right now, all I could do is blame my self for behaving so improperly.
I have to blame my self for not thinking of the rewards being a good boy could have earned me.
Now, I could only dream of Hawaii and the salty taste of the beach, the fun feeling of surfing and the mini chandeliers illuminating light in the room of the hotel.